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Hongou smiled. “Well, thank you very much. I confess, yes, I was getting bored here.” He gave a slight chuckle, wincing again. “Though I do not understand why so many people are giving me kindness, I’m not complaining. I appreciate it more than any of you realize.” Smirking, he drank some more of the pop and set it down next to him. “Unfortunately, I’m not certain when I’ll be able to leave. I hear I broke two of my ribs, and one of them had cut into my lungs.” He gazed out the window blankly.
Clover pulled her expression into a pout. “Well just so you know I’m not ready to fully forgive you yet.” She looked down at her book again, but the words were meaningless to her. “But, I know that people need kindness in their lives, however little the amount.” She looked up again, this time at Hongou. “Especially people like you, I guess.”
She winced as Hongou described his injuries. “Ow! That sounds painful! Must’a hurt a lot, man.” She cocked her head, trying to imagine how it would be like. “I’ve never broken anything before, so I can’t exactly empathize with you.”
Geez, people who can’t drive responsibly shouldn’t even be allowed near a road. Getting themselves and shit tons of other people into trouble. People these days. Clover sighed, and looked out the window with Hongou.
Hongou nodded. “I understand. I don’t expect you to ever forgive me, to be honest.” If nothing else, his time alone had brought up some new perspectives on forgiveness. Much like he didn’t know if he could forgive the man who hit him, he was sure Aoi, Akane, Clover, and most of the children he traumatized had just as much trouble (if not more). He would be patient; just because they couldn’t forgive him yet didn’t mean he couldn’t be friendly with them. And he would be, of course, to prove he changed, but also because he felt as if things were turning around a bit. He was beginning to care for others, if only a little bit. The thought made his chest constrict with emotion, and he couldn’t help but smile.
True, everyone needed some kindness. A small amount went a long way.
Even people like me… who have never quite grasped how to be “kind”… who harmed without remorse for so long…
“Thank you,” he said firmly, his voice loud and clear. If he wasn’t in front of another person, he probably would have let the tears collecting in his eyes fall. “Thank you. Honestly.”
After Clover winced at the description of his injuries, he replied, “Yes… it does hurt. As you can see, I can’t exactly move without being in pain.” Pausing for a moment, he added, “Let’s just think of it as karma, yes?”
Clover seriously couldn’t remember the last time someone thanked her genuinely. She was so distant from everyone else in he life (besides from her brother and the participants of the Game of course) every compliment and thanks felt empty to her. Even if it was coming from this man in front of her, she was glad she could make someone happy.
Karma, huh… she thought. Karma must not like her, then.
“So how’s the hospital?” Clover asked, trying to change the subject. “Is the food good? I’ve heard people say hospital food is not nice. Maybe it just depends on the hospital, though?”